Is the a question about how to communicate your interest in English and not be embarrassed? Then attend almost any ESL class here.
If it is "advice for the lovelorn" you seek. I suggest you contact the WIZIQ teacher Mohammed Shehata he specializes in both.
In any case I see that you are new here at WIZIQ. A strong motivator like, the desire to communicate with the opposite sex, can be beneficial in learning English quickly. Really! That's how/why I learned Turkish at 18 years old.